My Current Thoughts

My Current Thoughts

With such Battles

I feel as if fear keeps

One from picking sides.

It becomes so 50/50

And my question is

Who can wade through the

Grey Area.

That is what life is about.

And no one has found the recipe

For life.

We are a side picking generation

Without the maturation

Of understanding

That it’s not that easy.

But Understanding difference

Is easier then you think.

Its about not following suit

With everyone’s judgements

But forming your own opinions.  

  

Ready or not

Here I come, come

And come again

Into the light

The bright friend

Who has tried to position

Itself on a the right path

And oh how I’ve stumbled

And caught the world wrath.

But I press on

Or press play on recorded

Messages 

I locked away in my minds

Vault.

So on this first day

Who do I allow to pour salt

In this wound of mind?

Knowing the need for change

Is not the same as excepting it.

Like walking when you need to sit.

Age is the key,

Which coaxes me to ponder on

The voice of my father as he preached to me.

The recording

Now

Allows itself to surface

And the words are finally spoken.

“You think you have the world

In the palm of your Hand,

But its bigger.

And God is Bigger than the world.”

So where am I positioned in this Great master-plan?

I hear but not find a place

Because I’m not the normal fan.

Which is okay

For my words still have the power to play

Melodies from Heaven

In ears.

Through your own voice

Throughout our years.

   Fear is still apparent in

Every corner of the mind

But recognizing this

I refuse to allow that nerve on my spine to

Hinder my growth.

And don’t go working it.

It’s so funny

How money plays

An intergral part in your

Development.

Something man-made

In its world-wide span

Has the ability to persuade

Your life’s movements.

Hilarious.

But also bullshit.

Don’t you know

That your mental subscriptions

Allows for worldly descriptions

To seep through and determine

What you are destined.

So

Stop scape-goating

It does nothing

Except amplify what’s in front

Of you.

Please

Find a way

To build a bridge

Over it.