My Current Thoughts
With such Battles
I feel as if fear
keeps
One from picking
sides.
It becomes so 50/50
And my question is
Who can wade through
the
Grey Area.
That is what life is
about.
And no one has found
the recipe
For life.
We are a side picking
generation
Without the
maturation
Of understanding
That it’s not that
easy.
But Understanding
difference
Is easier then you
think.
Its about not
following suit
With everyone’s
judgements
But forming your own
opinions.
Ready or not
Here I come, come
And come again
Into the light
The bright friend
Who has tried to
position
Itself on a the right
path
And oh how I’ve
stumbled
And caught the world
wrath.
But I press on
Or press play on
recorded
Messages
I locked
away in my minds
Vault.
So on this first day
Who do I allow to
pour salt
In this wound of mind?
Knowing the need for
change
Is not the same as
excepting it.
Like walking when you
need to sit.
Age is the key,
Which coaxes me to ponder
on
The voice of my
father as he preached to me.
The recording
Now
Allows itself to
surface
And the words are finally
spoken.
“You think you have
the world
In the palm of your Hand,
But its bigger.
And God is Bigger
than the world.”
So where am I
positioned in this Great master-plan?
I hear but not find a
place
Because I’m not the
normal fan.
Which is okay
For my words still
have the power to play
Melodies from Heaven
In ears.
Through your own
voice
Throughout our years.
Fear
is still apparent in
Every corner of the
mind
But recognizing this
I refuse to allow
that nerve on my spine to
Hinder my growth.
And don’t go working
it.
It’s so funny
How money plays
An intergral part in
your
Development.
Something man-made
In its world-wide
span
Has the ability to
persuade
Your life’s
movements.
Hilarious.
But also bullshit.
Don’t you know
That your mental
subscriptions
Allows for worldly
descriptions
To seep through and
determine
What you are
destined.
So
Stop scape-goating
It does nothing
Except amplify what’s
in front
Of you.
Please
Find a way
To build a bridge
Over it.
