I Feel Like Bruce Banner
Have I Always been an Angry Person?
It Seems
That my Psyche
Has been brainwashed
From the beginning!
Or was I?
I remember being an
Overly serious Child
Trying to separate the
Spice from the Mild.
But in my underdeveloped
Pre-frontal cortext
I courted every mustard seed
as a mole-hill!
And thus,
The stigma of
"Always
Being Angry"!
But today
January 1st
Of 2026
I AM ANGRY!
Fuck,
I feel as if my Anger's
been neutered
By my attempts
To be the Best
Version Of Myself.
And I wonder,
Do people take my journey to be better
For weakness?
Have I become a shadow
Of my Former Self
In which my Lady no longer
Recognizes me
Or Respects me?
Where did all of this insecurity
Come from?
Is it healthy to constantly
Question and Quantify
Myself?
Or is just
Being myself
Enough?
Am I
Enough.
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